Why are you treating me like this?

Annyeong! It's me again..... Well, I'll just sit in a corner for a while and scream...

*in a corner: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuhhhh...... That feels awesome! Hi, I'm back! ^_^

I'm gonna let all my heart aching feelings about my friends in this post.

Miss XX.... She's hurting me a lot lately... By a lot, I mean a whole lot of it.

Our conversation (1) :

M.XX : Hey, what's wrong with u?

Me : Nothing really...

M.XX : Come on... I'm ur BFF, u can tell me...

Me : Alright2.... *starts telling problems with a guy Mr.XX

(skip time)

Me : *crying* How can he do this to me? I don't even know what is my fault towards him. *haven't finish my story yet....

M.XX : Aish... Don't cry... Just forget him okay. Now, got to go...

=End=

I was like WHAT THE FISH? I haven't finish my story yet and she just say that one simple sentence and go away just like that? I know that u are close to him but back up him when he makes me cries. Lie to me when u don't want me to know the truth. Just FREAKING tell me! It's just so FRUSTRATING   UGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I know I shouldn't talk to u about this. Let's look at another conversation between the both of us....

Our Conversation (2) :

M.XX : Babe!!!! I have a problem. Want to hear it?

Me : Sure, tell me.

M.XX : *telling problems.....

(skip time)

Me : So u are telling me that....

M.XX : Wait! I'm not finished yet...

Me : Okay, continue....

(skip time)

M.XX : *blah blah blah blah..... long long story.....

Me : Have u finished yet?

M.XX : Wait.... So he.... *blah blah blah blah......

(skip time)

M.XX : So what should I do babe?

Me : Well, I'm not sure...

M.XX : U must at least have something in your mind?

Me : Okay okay..... *give plans and advises....

M.XX : Okay babe, thanks! Bye!

Can u see the big difference between the 1st and 2nd conversation?

Can u imagine how hurt I am with her?

Can u imagine the urge to cry in front of her and yell all the things that I have been keeping in my heart?

Can u imagine how difficult for me not to hate her?

It hurts! It's freaking hurts!

How many time I've been crying, trying to still have trust in u!

U said that u'll help me to tell him that I'm sorry.

But I don't see any effort there!

Instead, seeing u force him to talk to me, making me sad!

I don't want him to feel like he is being forced to be friend with me again.....

And u there, my BFF, freaking force him!

Instead of making us friends again, u are making me cry.

Can't u see that?

When I sense that someone is lying to u, I tell u slowly and softly....

But...

U didn't seem to mind and keep trusting that person....

I can't do anything, at least I've warned u....

That's all my fellow friends!

Glad that I've relieved all my feelings in here.....

See u soon!!!!

K-Pop Group : Cute Vs. Hot/Sexy (Which is which?)

First of all, Anyyeong! Oh my.... It has been a while since the last post... Well, might as well start with this simple topic my friend Adelah gave me... K-POP GROUP : CUTE VS. HOT/SEXY. For me, this is really challenging because I really don't know how to make a difference between a CUTE one and a HOT one.

But well.... Here I go....

EXO-K & M

I'm quite new to this group but I found them interesting....

This is so smexy~

Just cute! These SME hoobaes are just adorable!

Conclusion : EXO K & M was superbly hot and sexy on stage, with their debut song Mama... It was just too awesome. The MV was just BAMM!!!! Leaving me speechless. I was thinking the whole time : "No wonder SJ's MV looked so simple, SME really saves their money for EXO's debut, I guess." But, don't let them fool you with their hotness and sexiness. *grins* EXO is also adorkable and cute!

Personal bias : Suho (can't blame me that I like him because people keep labeling him as WonKyu's child)

Decision : Hot/Sexy~

SUPER JUNIOR

To decide for this group, let's go back to the BONAMANA era...... *flashback*

They totally pulls off Bonamana's dark concept... Well done!

Well well, can you believe this? Promote 2 songs in 2012
with a total opposite concept. This is just too cute!

Conclusion : Well, since this is my favorite group (yea, yea... I'm E.L.F.), I suppose that I know them better than I know about other groups. For me, this group can be hot, sexy and cute in the same time. If they get a serious type of song, they'll just do it passionately and of course sexily~ *smirks* Hahaha... But if they get a happy and playful song, the stage was theirs. Playing around like a bunch of 5-7 years old kids which in fact they are 25-30 years old this year. And remember, don't let Aegyo King Bunny Sungmin fools you with cuteness overload! *whispers* He learns martial arts!

Personal bias : Siwon and Kyuhyun (can't choose and simple because I'm a WonKyu shipper)

Decision : Can't decide!!! (>_<)

2PM

The fans won't be call HOTTEST for unknown reason right? 2PM = Beastly group... 7 members (still counting Jay Park in this) and all 7 of them have abs! Aren't that just great?

Hot..... Just hot....

Who say they can't be cute? So wrong!

Conclusion : Well, well... All of their song are simply serious and makes my heart skip a beat. Who could blame them if their image was labeled as beastly because they are! Dancing skills, acrobatics movements.... Just, aigooooooo........ And yet, still have a cute side.... 

Personal bias : Nichkhun (His cuteness fools me at first... I thought he's doesn't suit in 2PM and I'm totally wrong! He belongs to 2PM!)

Decision : Hot/Sexy!

Big Bang

With their new comeback with Alive, totally make me go WOW! Fantastic Baby!

Their new style is totally hot!

LOL! Dorks! Cuteness overloaded!

Conclusion : Bunch of hot and sexy dorks.... =,="  But their comeback is soooo smexy. G-Dragon with his long colorful hair, TOP with his blue hair, blonde Daesung, Seungri with his ear pierced all over and Taeyang is just.... Taeyang! Hahaha... I don't see any changes on him, really... Their appearance is hot and sexy but their personalities are totally cute!

Personal bias : TOP (with the evil face yet he is a cute Tabi!)

Decision : Hot/Sexy with Cuteness!

SHINee

SHINee's back! *whisper mood*

SHINee's back! With some kind of retro style!

They really make a great job in pink and purple... Just cute!

Conclusion : I really can't find any part of SHINee that will make me think "Wow, they're hot!". No! In fact, every time I look at them, I will go "Sooo cute!!!!". I'm suppose that their comeback with Sherlock is supposed to be retro style with a mix of hotness and sexiness but I just couldn't think of it! My, my... I guess I find them too cute~

Personal bias : Minho (with his flaming charisma all over the place~)

Decision : Cute!

Chun Jung Myung

I know, you must be thinking "What the? Why is he on the list?". Well, I just couldn't say no to my dear Adelah. She's a fan of Jung Myung...

Oooo.... No words that can be said~

I found this sooooo adorable!

Conclusion : Most of his dramas are somehow serious character, that makes him hot. But, after I've watched Running Man. Oh my, my view towards him immediately changed! He's freaking cute and adorable! He should keep showing that side of him~

Decision : I'll just let Adelah decide. *wink*

Thats all for this time~ Annyeong!!!

My New Interest On K-Pop : Super Junior!

I found it fun to answer questions about my favorite groups. This time it's Super Junior time!

Which Member Is Your Bias?:

The one and only Evil Maknae Cho KyuHyun!

I can't resist his evilness and started to learn bad things from him. *LOL*

Why I love him? Why do YOU ask me? It's too hard to explain!
*too cute*
*too sweet*
*too playful*
*voice too amazing*
*he has a strong heart*
*he loves to bully his hyungs which i found it cute*
Those are just a small reasons, but simply because I love him because he is who he is.

Which Couple Do You Ship The Most?:

EunHae! EunHae jjang! EunHae! EunHae! Yeah!!!

They are just too sweet, I might get diabetes if I'm too near to them. Kekeke...

ELFs approve this relationship! EunHyuk, quick! Bring DongHae to the church and get married already! *LOL, kidding kidding*

Any Member That Can Replace LeeTeuk as The Leader?:

How could you? LeeTeukie is the best leader ever! How could anyone ever replace him in the group? *well except if he leaves for military*

Teukie Teukie LeeTeukie! Your leadness sure is amazing. I know it's not easy to control 12 grown ups who acted like kids *well, including yourself*. Kekeke... Teukie-oppa hwaiting!

Which Member Is The Acting Prince?:

KiBum of course! His acting skills improved a lot since he debuted.

KiBum-ah... We really miss you in Super Junior... Hope you can come back to join them. Well, at least we can always watch you in those drama!

Which Member Is The Dancing Machine?:

Not just a member but two, EunHae couple! These dancing machine are just meant to be together! Kekeke...

This anchovy is not just an ordinary anchovy. He sure can dance very well! EunHyukie is just superb!

And this fish... Is surely an amazing dancing "fish". Just love how he and EunHyukie dance in Oppa Oppa!

Which Member Has The Potential To Be A Girl?:

Heenim IS a girl *with a guy's voice*. Kekeke... He's just simply too pretty to become a guy.

Heenim HeeChul! I'm so jealous of his pretty face *how i wish i'm as pretty as he is*. Well, I wish you to be safe in the military. 2 year is such a long period. Come back safe for Petals! We Miss You So Much Cinderella!

Which Member Has The Hottest Body?:

Well well... This question shouldn't be asked because the answer is obvious! Who else? Of course it's Siwon. Is there anyone hotter than him in Super Junior? Maybe there is but just can't deny he is the best!

Has such a cute and handsome face, yet his body is a beast! Any girl would surely fall for his absolute amazing 6-pack chocolate abs!

Which Member Is The Cutest?:

Have to choose between Rabbit Min and Ex-Maknae Wookie. But Rabbit Min wins!

Two words: Cuteness Overload! Who can ever ignore his cuteness? Aigo aigo this sweet pumpkin, too cute! How can a guy being cute and sexy at the same time? Well here's SungMin! He's super cute but extremely sexy in U music video.

You are cute too Wookie! Don't worry! The shorty in Super Junior sure captures a lot of hearts of the fans with his cuteness and sweet voice. Well, he did captured my heart.

Which Member Is The Most Hyperactive?:

No other than KangIn-oppa.

Well, he ignores LeeTeuk when he was asked to go to bed *in Super Junior Show*. Instead he attacks LeeTeuk along with RyeoWookie and follows LeeTeuk around to sabotage LeeTeuk's attempt to put every member to sleep. Such a hyper oppa.

Which Member Has The Best Voice?:

Yesungie! Have to sacrifice the love for my bias for Yesung to choose the best voice.

Kyu have a great voice but I can't deny Yesung's amazing vocal. My favorite song of his OST is Cinderella Sister's It Has To Be You.

Which Member Who You Think Changed By Appearance Quite Lot Since Debut?:

SHINDONG!

When he's still *fat*... He looks so cute and adoreable!

Now! He looks kind of "hot" with his new appearance! Go ShinDong!

Last but not least,Your Favorite China Man:

Changing Back and Forth Between These 3... Can't choose.... But still... Henry wins!

Just Can't Resist Cuteness! Real maknae in Super Junior 15. *faints. cuteness overload*

Mr. Zhou Mi is so cool. Too cool. Can't resist his "coolness"... *faints again*

The true Super Junior 13 China Man! Spread his hotness everywhere! Yeah! But one thing for sure... We Miss You HanKyung-Oppa!

Your Wish For All Of Them:

I Really Miss The 13 of them on one stage. Can't wait for KangIn to come back next year, can't wait for HeeChul to come back in 2013. How I wish LeeTeuk would never leave! How I wish HanKyung can be back in Korea. How I wish Kibum would leave his acting schedule for a while just to be on one stage with other members. How I wish SiWon won't be too busy with acting and always join the others to perform.

I Really Believe In MIRACLE For Them To Be Together!