*in a corner: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuhhhh...... That feels awesome! Hi, I'm back! ^_^
I'm gonna let all my heart aching feelings about my friends in this post.
Miss XX.... She's hurting me a lot lately... By a lot, I mean a whole lot of it.
Our conversation (1) :
M.XX : Hey, what's wrong with u?
Me : Nothing really...
M.XX : Come on... I'm ur BFF, u can tell me...
Me : Alright2.... *starts telling problems with a guy Mr.XX
(skip time)
Me : *crying* How can he do this to me? I don't even know what is my fault towards him. *haven't finish my story yet....
M.XX : Aish... Don't cry... Just forget him okay. Now, got to go...
=End=
I was like WHAT THE FISH? I haven't finish my story yet and she just say that one simple sentence and go away just like that? I know that u are close to him but back up him when he makes me cries. Lie to me when u don't want me to know the truth. Just FREAKING tell me! It's just so FRUSTRATING UGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I know I shouldn't talk to u about this. Let's look at another conversation between the both of us....
Our Conversation (2) :
M.XX : Babe!!!! I have a problem. Want to hear it?
Me : Sure, tell me.
M.XX : *telling problems.....
(skip time)
Me : So u are telling me that....
M.XX : Wait! I'm not finished yet...
Me : Okay, continue....
(skip time)
M.XX : *blah blah blah blah..... long long story.....
Me : Have u finished yet?
M.XX : Wait.... So he.... *blah blah blah blah......
(skip time)
M.XX : So what should I do babe?
Me : Well, I'm not sure...
M.XX : U must at least have something in your mind?
Me : Okay okay..... *give plans and advises....
M.XX : Okay babe, thanks! Bye!
Can u see the big difference between the 1st and 2nd conversation?
Can u imagine how hurt I am with her?
Can u imagine the urge to cry in front of her and yell all the things that I have been keeping in my heart?
Can u imagine how difficult for me not to hate her?
It hurts! It's freaking hurts!
How many time I've been crying, trying to still have trust in u!
U said that u'll help me to tell him that I'm sorry.
But I don't see any effort there!
Instead, seeing u force him to talk to me, making me sad!
I don't want him to feel like he is being forced to be friend with me again.....
And u there, my BFF, freaking force him!
Instead of making us friends again, u are making me cry.
Can't u see that?
When I sense that someone is lying to u, I tell u slowly and softly....
But...
U didn't seem to mind and keep trusting that person....
I can't do anything, at least I've warned u....
That's all my fellow friends!
Glad that I've relieved all my feelings in here.....
See u soon!!!!
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