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Wednesday, May 1, 2013

My love is you I miss you!!!!

Assalamualaikum n annyeong! Now it's 1.30am in Malaysia yet I'm still wide awake...

For me, I'm still a junior ELF. But this year is my 4th year being ELF. I'm glad actually... Because no one can say...

"You're just a newbie... You know nothing about Super Junior."
or
"One year? Is that enough to call you an ELF?"
or
"Do you even know about them?"

My answer is yes! yes! yes! I know about them. Not the detailed details but I'm confident that if I took a test about Super Junior I'll pass with flying colours! I'm a/an Angel, Petals, Gengsters/Gengfans, Cloud, Camomile, Shin Friends, VitaMins, Jewels, Fishy, Siwonest, Ryeosomania, Snowers, Gamers, Honey and Strings!

Now, now... A bored me will write a random thought/message for the members.

Park Jungsoo-oppa (Leeteuk-oppa) :
7 years... It must be hard for you, oppa. Being a leader, a brother or even a father to 12 (or14) members. Giving them strength, warmness just when they needed you. You rarely show your tiredness. That's what makes me proud as an Angel. You, Leeteukie-oppa. A wingless angel. Spread love and happiness every where. Making ELF proud. Making ELF cry with your tears. Making ELF happy with your laughter. April 19, 2007 is just a dark memory. It will be gone soon. Your 2 years of hiatus making us miss you although you've just enlist a few months ago. Super Junior miss you, ELF miss you. Continue to entertain us with your jokes. Come back safely, oppa! Saranghae! (ENLISTMENT DATE : October 30th, 2012)

Kim Heechul-oppa :
Lady Heehee... A beautiful young man. People can mistake you as a woman if they didn't look closely. ELFs are jealous with your beauty. A beauty that makes Petals fall in love with you. Sometimes, it will be awkward seeing some guys cross-dressing, but you? Never! Your cross-dressing is the greatest. When you're still suffering with your injuries after the accident, we feel the pain but you never show it to us. Mr. Android, Man with steel... Many names were given because of a rod of steel in your leg. You still feel the pain but stay strong! Continue to amuse us with you diva-like attitude. We promise to wait for you to come back so come back safely, oppa! Saranghae! (ENLISTMENT DATE : September 1st, 2011)

HanKyung-oppa (Hangeng-gege) :
Oppa, only 4 years in Super Junior doesn't mean that ELF will forget you. Even new ELF with recognize you  although we, new ELF, entered this fandom after you have left. We searched about you, about why you leave, about your behavior when you're still in Super Junior. Although we are a bit late knowing about you, won't stop us from missing your presence, won't stop us from being a Gengfans/Gengsters. The stage feels empty without another great dancer along with other main dancers. I'll surely support your solo carrier now. We will wait until one day when you can stand together with the others. Continue your solo carrier with a strong heart. Hankyung-oppa, hwaiting! Saranghae! (Leaved on December 21st, 2009)

Kim Jongwoon-oppa (Yesung-oppa) :
The man with great voice. The man that owns the heart of Clouds. The man that makes ELF fall in love again and again with the melodious voice. But, we will never forget your epic octopus dance that makes ELF laugh out loud. Doesn't care about your image as a ballad singer, you dance like there's no tomorrow, just because you know that we like it. We love your weird antics. Your weirdness just make you even cuter. Soon enough, it is your turn to serve in the army. You have done a good job in these 7 years and counting. Your enlistment hurts since this is the 4th starts form Kangin-oppa. Continue to amaze us with your voice of art. We will wait. Hwaiting! Oppa, saranghae! (ENLISMENT DATE : May 6th, 2013)

Kim Youngwoon-oppa (Kangin-oppa) :
Oppa, do you know that on April 16, 2012 is one of the greatest memory in my life? Welcoming you back with open arms. Forget the dark memories. Turn over a new leaf. You still haven't regain your confidence just like how you were before you enlist into the army. Don't worry, ELF and Super Junior are right behind you. We will never hate you for that one single incident. Come on, oppa! Be yourself again. Regain your confidence. Be the hyper oppa once again! Oppa, hwaiting! We will wait for your true self until then continue to work hard and be the old Youngwoon. Saranghae! (ENLISTMENT DATE : July 5th, 2010 COMEBACK DATE : April 16th, 2012)

Shin Donghee-oppa (Shindong-oppa) :
7 years ago, antis and some people assume you enter Super Junior without talent just because of your chubby appearance. Now, you show the world! A new Shindong! No longer a chubby Shindong! You have proved to them that weight is not a problem. When you're still chubby, you dance well, you sing well. You're amazing! Your dances are just awesome! Even I can't do it. Oppa, ignore what people say. Appearance is not a problem and you've prove it. Continue to make us laugh with your pretty cross-dressing and dances. Oppa, hwaiting! Saranghae!

Lee Sungmin-oppa :
A few years ago, when Lee Sungmin was mentioned, people will be thinking about Pink! Pumpkins! Aegyo! Bunny! Now you've become more mature Lee Sungmin. Posing off with your martial arts skills. You still have some aegyo in you but sometime, your appearance doesn't even suit the word anymore. You've become hot, sexy and mature! You've proved to people that you're not only a cute flower boy, but someone that can be trust to protect. You cry silently backstage, not to worry the members, not to worry us ELF. But sometimes it's okay to cry. But still, your bunny smile is the cutest! VitaMins loves you oppa. Continue to make us squeal with your aegyo and your soothing voice. Hwaiting! Saranghae!

Lee Hyukjae-oppa (Eunhyuk-oppa) :
Uri cry-baby Hyukkie-oppa... Do you know oppa? Your tears, makes us cry. Your gummy smile, makes us happy. You're angry, makes us furious too. Although the members teases you by saying that you are the last in appearance, but not the last in world. Last in Super Junior is like still one of the hottest in the world. Uri Dancing Machine, uri World Myeolchi. Along with Teukigayo, you show you wittiness. In music shows, you makes us drop our jaws, dancing oh-so-hot like that. Although your aegyo sometimes really FAIL, but trust me, still CUTE! Continue to make us feel all the emotions you bring. Oppa, saranghae!

Lee Donghae-oppa :
Dear oppa, uri silly fishy oppa... Along with Hyukjae-oppa, you have fun on the stage as EunHae. The day you lost your dad, you try to hide your feelings when you talk about him. We can see it. We, ELF, still can see it in your eyes. You smile, yet your eyes are sad. Now let's cheer up a bit! You, another Dancing Fish! How can a baby-faced guy like you be so hot on stage? Dancing along with the Dancing Myeolchi, just great combination. I don't care how you style you hair, have tattoos, muscle up, abs, you are still a five years old kid trapped in a human body. Silly boy! Continue to amuse us okay! Saranghae!

Choi Siwon-oppa :
Hey you! Yes, you Mr Choi! You stole my heart. I don't care if I will never meet you in my life. Knowing you as a fan is enough. Just thinking about you make my heart beat faster, a smile plastered on my face and blush started to creep up to my cheeks. Your gentleman yet silly attitude plus your charming dimple smile makes me fall in love. Skin-ship with the members. Hugs, kisses. Is just your way to show you love. You are handsome, sweet, nice and not to forget hot! Abs abs abs abs abs! Oh, sorry about that. Just too hot with your well-built body. But you are still a human being, you cry and throw tantrum when angry. But we still love you. Don't work too hard. Continue to make me fall in love again and again with you. Hwaiting! SARANGHAE!

Kim Ryeowook-oppa :
Sweet voiced oppa! I adore your beautiful voice. The members always says that your cooking are delicious. How delicious was it? I really wanted to have a taste. Hmmm... Kkap-wook, just.too.adorable! You just know how to make us laugh don't you. You always have a cute little fight with Sungmin-oppa, but I consider it as win-win situation. No ELF can truly choose. It's only based on biased. You are cute, don't worry. Your motherly attitude, your cute side, your charming side. It's beautifully matched. Stay to be like this, neh~ Continue to sing for us with your beautiful voice. Saranghae!

Kim Kibum-oppa :
Serious to say oppa, I don't really know about you. I'm an ELF after you are not active in Super Junior. I still search information about you along with Hangeng-gege's but you are just too mysterious. You are quiet yet charming. Your smile just melt my heart. But watching your dramas, I feel like smiling all the time. You can be silly at some time but the shy, quiet Kibummie is charming. Continue to not let us too missed you by acting in more and more drama okay! Saranghae!

Cho Kyuhyun-oppa :
You are my first bias before Siwon-oppa. You gain my interest during Bonamana era. Dance!Kyu. I found you adoreable, silly and not to forget evil and mischievous! You are the one I shed tears for the most. I read about the April 19th accident. How you almost die. How you miraculously survived. Although it was years ago and way before I become ELF. Whenever I watch or read about it, I feel like it happened not too long ago. Thank you for surviving. Thank you for being a miracle. Once in Strong Heart, you tell stories about how the hyungs treat you badly at first. Thank you for being a patient and strong-willed boy. Continue to amaze me with your golden voice. Saranghae!

Zhoumi-gege :
Walking stick? Put the blame on your long legs. You tried hard for this. You deserve the love from ELF around the world. SM choose you and the ONLY 13 stans should be ignored. Now, you can stand proudly on Super Show 5 stage. People scream out your name out loud. Thank you for staying strong all this time. Along with Henry, you created miracles. Filling Hangeng-gege's spot in Super Junior M. Continue to stay strong and stay with us. Saranghae!

Henry-gege :
Last but not least.... The one that completes the number 15. Although there are still plenty of ONLY 13 stans. The Forever 15 stans are also strong. Your violin skills, your dancing skills.... Impressed us... Thank you for standing strong along with Zhoumi-gege. Be proud, now some or should I say most of the ONLY 13 stans approve you to stand along with the others on the Super Show 5 stage. You should cherish this miracle okay, mochi? Continue to be the precious new maknae and we will always support you. Hwaiting! Saranghae!

Start from Leeteuk ending with Henry. No one was left behind.
From Twins until Break Down.
You guys entertain us. Love us.
In return, we protect you. We love you.
ELF = Super Junior
If there is no SJ, there will be no ELF
and
If there is no ELF, there will be no SJ
We need each other to complete each other.

That's all for today's rambling! Sorry for any typo! See ya soon! Annyeong!!!!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

K-Pop Random Songs Games (Funny!)

Assalamualaikum! I'm back! Haha! I've just found out an interesting K-pop game today called "Random Songs Game!" It's soooo funny... Haha... Here's how to play :

1st : Open your song playlist. *Don't care if it's Malay, Chinese, English or even Kpop songs
2nd : Put it on shuffle play. *meaning it will randomly play other songs in the playlist when you press next
3rd : Choose a lover name for the first version.
4th : Answer these questions using the next song
5th : Maybe it doesn't make sense but thats what make it fun!
6th : Try it!

Soo.... Here's my challenge!

1st version : *I choose Choi Siwon!

What is your montage theme song?
EXO K - What is love (Eh?)
What is the first song he serenaded to you?
Super Junior - Our love (Awhh~ So Sweet!)
What is your first song you dance with him?
Super Junior Ryeowook - One fine spring day (still make sense... haha... a slow dance)
If he says ‘Are you okay’ you say?
T-Ara - Bo Peep Bo Peep (So random ==" , am I doing aegyo to him? haha)
How would he describe you?
2AM - Won't let you go even if I die (What? Does this mean he cherish me or something? Huh?)
What do his friends think of you?
Super Junior - Walkin' (Start to get random.... haha....)
What do his parents think of you?
MBLAQ - Mona Lisa (Puahahaha.... This makes me LOL! His parents think that I'm Mona Lisa?)
What does he think about very often?
Secret - Magic (What? What? He thinks that I have magic or something like that?)
What is his life story?
Super Junior H - Good Luck (haha... Good luck with your life Mr. Choi)
What will/did you dance at your wedding?
Beast - Beautiful Night (The title make sense, the dance? Puahaha.... I won't dance like that on my wedding)
What will they play at your funeral?
Beast - Mystery (What? Why? I was murdered or what?)
What is his biggest secret?
Jay Park - Girlfriend (He's cheating? 0_o)
What do you want right now?
Super Junior Eunhyuk & Donghae - Oppa Oppa (LoooL... Oppa I want you!)
\What do you think of his friends?
Super Junior - My Only Girl (Eh? Haha!)

END OF VERSION 1... *hold my laughter*

Version 2 :

If someone asks you ”How are you?” what would you say?
Super Junior - Sexy, Free And Single (Haha... Sexy, Free And Single I'm ready too, Bingo!)
How do you describe yourself?
Super Junior - Daydream (Because I like to daydreaming? Haha)

What are you looking for in a man/woman?

Super Junior - Midnight Fantasy (==" Why would I look at his fantasies?)

How do you feel today?

Younha - Broke up today (Awhh... Poor me...  TT_TT)

What is your goal?

Super Junior - Someday (Yeah... Maybe... I'll reach a goal of... Someday?)

What is your motto?

Secret - Poison (You are my poison! Beware! Haha)

What do your friends think of you?

United Cube - Fly so high (What does that mean?)

What do your parents think of you?

AA - Because I'm Crazy (Hey mom dad.... I'm not crazy!)

What are you thinking often?

Miss A - Goodbye Baby (What? I'm thinking of leaving someone? Maybe.....)

How much do 2+2?

Brown Eyed Girls Gain - Bloom (Wow... My maths is great... ==")

What do you think about your best friend?

Super Junior - I'm Your Man (My best friend is a girl....)

What is the story of your life?

4Minute - Huh (Soo.... My story is say huh... say huh!)

What do you think when you see your crush?

Teen Top - Crazy (haha... I need you, baby baby baby! *not like I'm that brave to say that to him)

What would you dance at your wedding?

Infinite - Be Mine (The tittle is ok.... The dance.... The scorpion dance.... Dance in wedding dress... Great...)

What would be the song for your funeral?

Lee Hyori - U Go Girl (Wow, thank you to who play this song.... ==")

What is your hobby?

U-Kiss - 0330 (What? Doing maths? R square pi? @_@)

What is your phobia?

SNSD - Oh! (yeah great.... what a phobia....)

What is your secret?
Sistar - So Cool (Yeah I'm so cool!!!)

What do you want now?
SJM Henry & Donghae - This Is Love (I want love now!)

What do you think about your friends?

Beast - Loving You (I love you my friends!)

What is your most precious memory?

Jay Park - Know Your Name Acoustic Ver. (So sweet.... Haha... Knowing a name as a precious memory)

END OF VERSION 2

Haha! I think that these are random enough! Especially at the wedding and funeral song.... Just... What? Hahaha.... No cheating while playing! Just write down the title okay! That's all for now! Annyeong!!!

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Why are you treating me like this?

Annyeong! It's me again..... Well, I'll just sit in a corner for a while and scream...
*in a corner: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuhhhh...... That feels awesome! Hi, I'm back! ^_^

I'm gonna let all my heart aching feelings about my friends in this post.

Miss XX.... She's hurting me a lot lately... By a lot, I mean a whole lot of it.

Our conversation (1) :
M.XX : Hey, what's wrong with u?
Me : Nothing really...
M.XX : Come on... I'm ur BFF, u can tell me...
Me : Alright2.... *starts telling problems with a guy Mr.XX
(skip time)
Me : *crying* How can he do this to me? I don't even know what is my fault towards him. *haven't finish my story yet....
M.XX : Aish... Don't cry... Just forget him okay. Now, got to go...
=End=

I was like WHAT THE FISH? I haven't finish my story yet and she just say that one simple sentence and go away just like that? I know that u are close to him but back up him when he makes me cries. Lie to me when u don't want me to know the truth. Just FREAKING tell me! It's just so FRUSTRATING   UGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I know I shouldn't talk to u about this. Let's look at another conversation between the both of us....

Our Conversation (2) :
M.XX : Babe!!!! I have a problem. Want to hear it?
Me : Sure, tell me.
M.XX : *telling problems.....
(skip time)
Me : So u are telling me that....
M.XX : Wait! I'm not finished yet...
Me : Okay, continue....
(skip time)
M.XX : *blah blah blah blah..... long long story.....
Me : Have u finished yet?
M.XX : Wait.... So he.... *blah blah blah blah......
(skip time)
M.XX : So what should I do babe?
Me : Well, I'm not sure...
M.XX : U must at least have something in your mind?
Me : Okay okay..... *give plans and advises....
M.XX : Okay babe, thanks! Bye!

Can u see the big difference between the 1st and 2nd conversation?
Can u imagine how hurt I am with her?
Can u imagine the urge to cry in front of her and yell all the things that I have been keeping in my heart?
Can u imagine how difficult for me not to hate her?

It hurts! It's freaking hurts!
How many time I've been crying, trying to still have trust in u!
U said that u'll help me to tell him that I'm sorry.
But I don't see any effort there!
Instead, seeing u force him to talk to me, making me sad!
I don't want him to feel like he is being forced to be friend with me again.....
And u there, my BFF, freaking force him!
Instead of making us friends again, u are making me cry.
Can't u see that?

When I sense that someone is lying to u, I tell u slowly and softly....
But...
U didn't seem to mind and keep trusting that person....
I can't do anything, at least I've warned u....

That's all my fellow friends!
Glad that I've relieved all my feelings in here.....

See u soon!!!!

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