Hualaweyhh.... Lame seyh x update.... Hahaha.... Since demam K-Pop mlanda diri.... Blog smua lupa dah...... This entry.... Well... Pretty much still with K-Pop.... I took a challenge from a friend of mine to create a post to show my feelings right now (which is kind of emotional and sad after reading a fan fiction) by using song titles which she will decided who's song I'll use.... So.... The first challenge was Beast! Hah! Easy for me......
Well... Here I go....
Challenge 1 : Beast / B2st
The 1st one is about my life now, I supposed?
I'm SHOCK to find out that I've been a CRAZY and a BAD GIRL these day. Not that I'm being a spoiled teen, but well you see, I'm the MASTERMIND of a few crazy things that my friends did which I'm not involved in it. Yeah... Just a mastermind. Maybe there's a VIRUS infecting me? Hmm.... Such a MYSTERY. YET, I'm still a nice kid. ^_^
The 2nd one... Well, pretty much of a story about having a crush on someone? <3 <3 <3
READY, GO! There someone SPECIAL that stole my heart. Hey YOU! Yes, you! I LIKE YOU THE BEST! And I've been LOVING U since.... This mid-year perhaps? THANKS TO you I can't BREATH properly each time I took a glance at those BEAUTIFUL eyes of yours. BECAUSE OF YOU, I'll FREEZE anywhere anytime you talk to me. Well, It's kind of EASY to have a conversation with you since you usually don't talk to girls. Sometimes my world was going to end when I'm moody, but when I saw you, the LIGHTS GO ON AGAIN in my world. This feelings towards you is just like I just found an OASIS in the middle of Sahara Desert, like a FICTION becomes THE FACT. But, you're no longer my V.I.U. (Very Important You).
The 3rd one.... Being turned down by him.... T_T
I heard that you liked someone? Is it true? For sure it wasn't me. Why I'm saying this? I just know... There's no one will likes me because I'm fat. Right? I just felt so LIGHTLESS that moment. I shouldn't have any feelings towards you because I know I'll BREAK DOWN if I really did. Nothing much to do, trying to throw away these feelings though I know this is hard. As always, opening my Facebook account.... Checking on my friend list.... I'm having this kind of a weird feeling.... Wait, hold on a second... Where's him? I freezes at that moment. He removed me from his friend list... Wait, oh no no no no no no... Please SAY NO.... He blocked me instead... I have the urge of crying but hell no! That's so not me being a crybaby... Okay, I lied... I am a crybaby...WHEN THE DOOR of my heart CLOSES, I hate to see your face again. On the outer side, I'm cheerful. On my inner side, well, just LET IT SNOW and freeze. Sometimes, I'm waiting for something like "I'M SORRY" but there's none. ON RAINY DAYS, I will just CLENCHING A TIGHT FIST to hold my anger.
Well guys.... That's pretty much of my story... Hey! Warning! Those friends of mine who went to the same school as me, don't you dare sharing this post or I'll skin you alive... I repeat... ALIVE!!!!!!!!!! Muahahahhahahaha..... Well... No one will be happy if anyone make fun of them right? This post will surely going to make me embarrass.
